Friday, July 10, 2015


After my appointment with Amanda Tuesday morning we discovered what the avoidance that we've been talking about.. basically, no confidence and no middle ground. I'm either hot headed or passive, and I don't stand up to difficult situations and objectives very well. The example she used is where I hadn't picked up the paperwork at Parish McKinney's office that I needed back. I was to ashamed/afraid to go up there as upset as I was. No middle ground. 

I don't know what to do about this bi-polar ordeal. I've been in denial for 20 years and this revelation is changing all of my thoughts. All of them. I now fully accept it but I don't know where to go from here..

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